Saturday, May 14, 2011
A month and a week? has gone by.... and projects, tests and everything just starts pouring in... I really can't wait to just let down my hair and enjoy life during the holidays...
I miss all of my IJ friends.... Miss ya'll so much girls.. I wanna go for IJ fiesta this coming friday too...
This is still the beginning... I have not got a taste of Student Council and Net Ball added to my life of projects, tests and homework... I really hope I will pull it through...
Be it being in ITE, Poly or JC... life is never easy... All we have to do is keep striving for the best and study really hard...
On a whole...:
To everyone out there working or studying really hard, don't give up!
___♥ Yuki & Kaname ♥___
Thursday, March 3, 2011
It's the month of March now.. (: i'm really looking forward to the weekend and to the day of registration. I really can't wait to start school... sigh..
___♥ Yuki & Kaname ♥___
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Besides having to wait a super long time for Mr Lim today... ~_~ all of us made the trip to school worth while! (: I really miss going to school in IJ... it's one place where I grew up and met all of my friends! :D I know i'm gonna miss alot in IJ but life must go on (: Our catch-up session at Coffee Bean today was really great (: I really hope all of us can meet up as often to stay in touch and keep our friendship alive (: will be looking forward to saturday~ If anyone is free from now till school starts please give me a call..I would very much like to go out and spend time with my friends as much as possible before we start with our busy lives! PLUS...I really need to get out of the house... I'm spending my holidays doing house chores and doing nothing else but slacking away... ~_~hehe... XD Let's continue to keep in touch always yeah?? X3 love ya'll~!
___♥ Yuki & Kaname ♥___
Saturday, January 15, 2011
I started out this year badly due to what i have done last year... and I have not been able to set a proper goal and a proper resolution this year because my mind was filled with worries of my 'O' level results....Now that evrything is pretty much straightened out, I am able to think more clearly now and am ready to move forward.... but beofore I set out my goal and my resolutions, here is reflecting on how I got on with the week....My results have really put me down this whole week and I was stuck in my worries and regrets... However, my friends, family and the liturgical biblical diary brought me back to reality and make me come to my senses. As the days went by besides having to submit my choice of courses and doing house chores, I have enough of time for myself and I decided to read the passages in the liturgical biblical diary and find myself reflecting on the words in the book that helps us connect the readings to our everyday lives. I discover ways that I can improve myself in and from reflecting on the words, I become more aware of the things that I do as well as the way I act infront of others. And it really helped me through these few days. My friends and my family members were the ones who helped me get through this by supporting me no matter what.A Note Of Thanks:
Thanks to my junior Wani for the words of encouragement when you saw my post and all. I also like to thank you for accepting me as I am as your senior (: I love you and thank you for helping me photocopy the hymns we played during morning assembly (: you will always be my favourite daughter XD I look forward to visiting all of you on the 7th of feb (: Thank you Emmanuel, Jonathan, my dear choir friends for accepting as I am. All of you are my second family and I love you guys (: thank you for being there for me and helping me through the difficulties that I face. And I do encourage you to really reflect on the readings in the liturgical biblical diary that we received. It helped me with my difficulties, I am sure you will be able to connect to what is inside it and hopefully it will guide you with your daily life too. This year has just began and I look forward to a further journey with all of you(: To my friends that I have met in school: Amanda, Marianne, Jean, Cui Lin, Candice, Orelia, Dashini, Faith, Stephanie,Cynthia, Grace, Yang Hui, Sharon, and everyone out there...I know we all have our different results and we all are going different ways now... I will definetely miss all of you I love you all so much I'll never want to lose friends like all of you and I know that we will all accept each other no matter what. We've been through alot together and I only wish to stay in touch with all of you and stay as sisters and mother(Cui Lin) XD Whatever results we all have, be it good or bad, its a new year, a new life. Let's strive towards what we wanna do together and hopefully be able to go out and catch up with each other ya? (: I love you girls always. Thank you for all the fun memories and experiences we had shared together. Let's continue to create more fun memories and experiences together k? Love you~ My goal for this year is to work my very best in ITE and get into polyat the same time manage my time better and take my priorities seriously...My resolution this year is to stop my procrastination OFFICIALLY and I gotta stop bing lazy cause these are the 2 things that pulled me down... I'm not gonna let it drag me down any further... Its a new year... a new life... I will do my very best in everything that I do and hopefully be able to succeed in future... To all my friends: please slap me back into reality if you find me slacking off...I'll be very gratefull for that (:
___♥ Yuki & Kaname ♥___
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Results are out... i am definetely not happy about anything... i got freaking 31 points for my L1R4..... i can make it no where but to ITE..... but i'm willing to accept it.. if not what else can i do?? it's also pointless to cry over it.... i know i must move on no matter how hard it is...
I feel hopeless.... i fear that no one would ever allow me to be trusted with things the same as before... I feel empty now... It makes me feel isolated from everyone else.... I guess I have to accept whatever consiquence there is.... I still want to handle cathecism class... I still want to serve God through music as well.... I just hope that others still trust in me.... that i can be relied on to do things in Church.... cause that's my only joy... serving God is my only joy now.... I've made stupid mistakes to get all this results... and i want to correct them....
I'm afraid that people will change their thoughts about me... i don't want friendships to change or anything of that sort... I feel hopeless....
___♥ Yuki & Kaname ♥___
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Merry Christmas Everyone! Caroling on the 23rd was super fun! XD Although when we all sang at my place, it was kinda squeezy DX sorry bout that guys! but none the less it was a joyful experience and we had the real fun at Uncle Kenneth's place :D ! we sang and dance and ate till we were all contented and we went home. Christmas eve the next day was supposed to be fruitfull in the afternoon with my family members as my parents wanted to visit my uncles and aunts from my father's side of the family, but no one was home or were hesitant to allow us to go to their place... i guess i could say that?? However, that wouldn't spoil our christmas mood so my parents, my aunt, one of the aunts from the 9am warden group and myself, went to nex and had lunch at Sushi Tei.. then i noticed that Emmanuel did not have any lunch plans so i asked my parents if he could join us, they agreed for him to come however, he didn't want to come so too bad (:. Anyways after the lunch and a change into my dress for mass, my dad gave me a lift in his rented car to church for practice. Later then that i realised that i had to come out with my own tune for psalm! After a while of listening to tunes on my iPod, I finally came out with a tune for the psalm. And went into Church with the tune in my head. When Jonathan played the old tune for the psalm, I offered the tune I came up with and he said it was good to go :D and i'm like ' oh okay yay! i came out with my own tune! XD'okay.... that was for the children's mass at 6pm... After 6pm mass was done, Joshua and Emmanuel needed a chnage of clothes for midnight mass and leave their presents at Shaun's place. We managed to get Cheryl's Dad's car and with Shaun driving, the car ride would be very interesting. Besides the point, we had to return the car at a certain timing and we managed to buy up our dinner too. After having dinner, we had one final practice before we sang for mass. Afew if us had to do readings and i was one of them (: well besides all that, we took alot of photos in chruch after mass until my parents came and pick me up after their bbq. My mom asked if any of my friends wanted a lift so since Josh stayed near by and Jerrard and Emmanuel were sleeping over at Shaun's place, we gave them a lift. The next day, i had to get up early and do some last minute stuff XD and was almost late for practice but i managed to make it in time as i took a cab down to church with all the presents that were heavy. But all these were worth the effort. (: I must say. After that it was no lunch plans and down to my cousin's place where i caught up with a little of my sleep and enjoyed dinner and chatting with my family members frommy mother's side. The following day was 7am mass and i was singing psalm XD well it was okay i guess but my throat was really dry in the morning after we had breakfast, we sang for 11am and the psalm if i might say was the best psalm i had ever sung out of all the others where i had made mistakes in.I was happy with myself for once XD. After mass, we took a walk down to Hanae's place where we had our last Caroling session there.. half way through, Kimmy was feeling unwell, probably due to the weather... it was good that she was fine eventually... we had a long time of fellowship and lunch soon after and left near 4pm. I didn't feel like going home cause my parents were playing mahjong with my grandparents and i would have nothing to do.. Emmanuel didn't feel like going home to so we went to AMK hub for awhile and he bought his game there.. soon i felt tired and am ready to go home for some rest..Christmas this year passed by really fast... just like the rest of the year has... i hope that time would slow down at least next year.... In anycase, I misserd going out for dinner with my girlfriends! ): cause my mom went out with her friend... I miss you girls so much! I'm really sorry i couldn't make it... 'O' level Results are coming! D'X I hope i'm able to get into SP with the course i want... anyways good luck to everyone with that! I guess i'd better treasure the time i have now till then..
___♥ Yuki & Kaname ♥___
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
OMG..... time has flown.. and its 2 more days to christmas.. but shopping and doing preparations during the past week was fun. Doing the christmas crib took alot of effort and it certainly was tiring... but when you're working with people like Emmanuel, Jonathan and Joshua it's kinda fun altogether. And it feels good to have people looking at it and taking pictures of it as well (: I'm really excited for tmr! its Caroling day! XD it'll be my first time caroling and i guess it would be wonderful cause i'll be spending time with my second family, the SMK choir. Nothing could be more important than spending christmas with my family and friends (: Very soon it'll be time to start the new year... i really hope that time will slow down this Christmas so we can enjoy this time of Joy and Love with everyone and as well as to celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ our Lord. I think that if we really celebrate Christmas remembering that Christ is born on this day and really change ourselves for the better, we'll feel greater joy than anyone could ever experience.I guess my verdict to the debate of whether Christmas has really lost it's true meaning is :I guess we all get carried away with the material things that comes with Christmas and yes it is bad. However, it does not really mean that it's totally bad in a way because this is the way we celebrate it with the rest of our friends who do not share the same faith, drawing us all close together. As Catholics, we should always put the birth of Christ as the centre of this whole event and these take the gifts exchange and feast as ways we express our joy for Jesus's birth. Christmas has not lost its true meaning. Ironically I myself forget about the whole reason of why we celebrate Christmas all these years and it's this time that i realise what joy it can bring when we know of how to celebrate it properly. I guess its all about priority at the end of the day.
___♥ Yuki & Kaname ♥___
