im going to die soon... i have not memorized one of my SYF piece called 'lovers theme'. not only that.. i got to memorize 'Lacomparsita' and 'vaaliba' for honors day..sigh...and i do not want to look like an auntie during SYF! ><
___♥ Yuki & Kaname ♥___
Sunday, February 15, 2009
self-awareness camp was fun we should try and start doing things together as a class and really help those that feel left out... everything said during camp should be carried out.. it should not be left alone and it should not be for the sake of saying it in camp... but it would be better that we take all these steps and make a bond with the class. In this way, there maybe less conflicts and less shouting in class...which will be much more better...
what does it mean to see someone off?...why do we cry when they die even though we know that they are going to a better place?..how do u exactly feel when someone close to you as passed on? happy? sad? or just a mixed feeling... i guess different people react differently ro this... not everyone can feel the same way in this kind of situation... for me... i've been grieving about the lost of my family members who have passed on they are close to me.. everyone is important to me... my family and friends... i'll never want to lose them.. i've been thinking about this since i was in primary 5... after my grandfather died...i started to realise how painfull it is to lose someone close to you.. my grandfather always listened to the radio. He turns it on everyday with a very loud volume. Now come to think of it... i think i know why i was never focusing well in my studies..as being in primary school, ofcourse not all of us are allowed to study outside of home..every single time i tried to study, i would still get distracted.. as a result... i did real badly in my studies... i was always complaining about the noise level at home made by my grandfather.. but now come to think of it... i should have treasured him more.. now it has been 6 years since his gone... sometimes when i look back, its as though he had gone too soon.. he never saw me do well in my studies before.. he was not around to see me go into secondary school.. now.. knowing that he would not be their for my graduation, i just wish he was there.. he always gave me advises and supported me.. some times i just wished that i could talk to him again... to tell him how life in secondary school is like.. how i miss him..his presence at home...the mini outings he always took me out for when im free.. having known and are aware of all this, we should treasure the company we have with our family members and friends, never take things for granted in life...thats what i learnt.. and since primary 5 i've decided that if any of my friends or family members are in danger, i would not hesitate and would give up my life for them, even if its someone that went against me, i'll still do it for them..
___♥ Yuki & Kaname ♥___
Me
Name - Angela
Age - 17
Birthday - 23/10/1993
About me: im from CHIJ guitar ensemble and i love my seniors and juniors~!XD
Likes
- Anime
- Music
- Art
- The colour blue
- Smoothies~! XD
- Guitar playing
Hates
- Being taken for granted
- Loud and noisy places
- Being used
- Ppl that bully my frens
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