I started out this year badly due to what i have done last year... and I have not been able to set a proper goal and a proper resolution this year because my mind was filled with worries of my 'O' level results.... Now that evrything is pretty much straightened out, I am able to think more clearly now and am ready to move forward.... but beofore I set out my goal and my resolutions, here is reflecting on how I got on with the week.... My results have really put me down this whole week and I was stuck in my worries and regrets... However, my friends, family and the liturgical biblical diary brought me back to reality and make me come to my senses. As the days went by besides having to submit my choice of courses and doing house chores, I have enough of time for myself and I decided to read the passages in the liturgical biblical diary and find myself reflecting on the words in the book that helps us connect the readings to our everyday lives. I discover ways that I can improve myself in and from reflecting on the words, I become more aware of the things that I do as well as the way I act infront of others. And it really helped me through these few days. My friends and my family members were the ones who helped me get through this by supporting me no matter what. A Note Of Thanks: Thanks to my junior Wani for the words of encouragement when you saw my post and all. I also like to thank you for accepting me as I am as your senior (: I love you and thank you for helping me photocopy the hymns we played during morning assembly (: you will always be my favourite daughter XD I look forward to visiting all of you on the 7th of feb (: Thank you Emmanuel, Jonathan, my dear choir friends for accepting as I am. All of you are my second family and I love you guys (: thank you for being there for me and helping me through the difficulties that I face. And I do encourage you to really reflect on the readings in the liturgical biblical diary that we received. It helped me with my difficulties, I am sure you will be able to connect to what is inside it and hopefully it will guide you with your daily life too. This year has just began and I look forward to a further journey with all of you(: To my friends that I have met in school: Amanda, Marianne, Jean, Cui Lin, Candice, Orelia, Dashini, Faith, Stephanie,Cynthia, Grace, Yang Hui, Sharon, and everyone out there... I know we all have our different results and we all are going different ways now... I will definetely miss all of you I love you all so much I'll never want to lose friends like all of you and I know that we will all accept each other no matter what. We've been through alot together and I only wish to stay in touch with all of you and stay as sisters and mother(Cui Lin) XD Whatever results we all have, be it good or bad, its a new year, a new life. Let's strive towards what we wanna do together and hopefully be able to go out and catch up with each other ya? (: I love you girls always. Thank you for all the fun memories and experiences we had shared together. Let's continue to create more fun memories and experiences together k? Love you~
My goal for this year is to work my very best in ITE and get into polyat the same time manage my time better and take my priorities seriously... My resolution this year is to stop my procrastination OFFICIALLY and I gotta stop bing lazy cause these are the 2 things that pulled me down... I'm not gonna let it drag me down any further... Its a new year... a new life... I will do my very best in everything that I do and hopefully be able to succeed in future... To all my friends: please slap me back into reality if you find me slacking off...I'll be very gratefull for that (:
___♥ Yuki & Kaname ♥___
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Results are out... i am definetely not happy about anything... i got freaking 31 points for my L1R4..... i can make it no where but to ITE..... but i'm willing to accept it.. if not what else can i do?? it's also pointless to cry over it.... i know i must move on no matter how hard it is...
I feel hopeless.... i fear that no one would ever allow me to be trusted with things the same as before... I feel empty now... It makes me feel isolated from everyone else.... I guess I have to accept whatever consiquence there is.... I still want to handle cathecism class... I still want to serve God through music as well.... I just hope that others still trust in me.... that i can be relied on to do things in Church.... cause that's my only joy... serving God is my only joy now.... I've made stupid mistakes to get all this results... and i want to correct them....
I'm afraid that people will change their thoughts about me... i don't want friendships to change or anything of that sort... I feel hopeless....
___♥ Yuki & Kaname ♥___
Me
Name - Angela
Age - 17
Birthday - 23/10/1993
About me: im from CHIJ guitar ensemble and i love my seniors and juniors~!XD
Likes
- Anime
- Music
- Art
- The colour blue
- Smoothies~! XD
- Guitar playing
Hates
- Being taken for granted
- Loud and noisy places
- Being used
- Ppl that bully my frens
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